grief and loss....

It's been twelve months since we lost someone very special in our family.
It's been said that families are like a solar system......and when he died , ours lost the sun.
the family has seemed out-of-kilter ever since, with the pivotal planet missing.

what I don't like about grief is that it never leaves, it's always there,  and you just get used to being sad.
but he would hate that, that people were sad, he was so full of life, so voracious with life.

sometimes people behave in a way that you don't expect.
in a way that disappoints.
I continue to wait, and hope, that I'm wrong.
for his sake.







                            Jo    x













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